You’d never know what I feel for it doesn’t show on the surface.
But who would you be to look for my purpose?
You don’t understand what I’ve been through,
Who are you?
To judge me as you see,
If you can’t see past yourselves.
And what else can I do but take it and pray
It doesn’t break my heart into any smaller pieces.
With my worry eased wits
In which I abide and my heart
Like a tidal wave of fear, doubt, and frustration,
My own personal pool of sadness.
And finally, with no doubt in my mind,
I’ll shout and scream,
Curse everything you think I am,
Like you understand.
And I dream only of you decoding
The cryptic messages of my emotions
So you could finally see
All of me
No walls
No barriers
Just my bared soul.
I shout, I cry
And die a little inside
Because I know it’s true and you can’t see past you,
For all the world’s treasure and more
To know what I’d fight for.
I’ll sit there still with a smile I don’t deserve
Because I haven’t earned it.
For I live my life more than you’ll ever live yours.
And my struggles will never slow me down.
I’m at my Breaking Point but I still
Hold Strong.
Hold on.
Until the end.