Chapter 13:- I am in love. I
Right now, I am happy. It's not something that happens a lot, most of the time, I feel incomplete, sad, depressed, on hold.
I am in love.
I loved someone before, much more than anything else and it was a very painful and dangerous love. He let me down, let me broken into pieces. Now, I am back in one, but with a long wound on my heart. I thought that I was not going to love ever again, that it was impossible. And, now...
I am in love.
He lives far away and is completely different from me. What he likes, wants, what he thinks. I feel like an introducer, that I'm not wanted, desired. But he is, I desire him.
That love feels new yet familiar, it is painful too. But I can't help it.
I am in love.