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Chapter 149:- 19-19
I've turned nineteen nineteen days ago.

I don't know how I feel about this. I haven't done anything this year, just as I wished, and it is just fine that way. Most people forgot, friends or even family, but it makes me feel good inside. I don't want to cross people's mind...

"The fire in your heart is out--" Oasis's lyrics don't do anything to me. And that fire wasn't in my heart or any way around. My mind was into the ocean.

The blue whale is the biggest living being on heart. Their veins can be so big, you could swim in them...

How many are alive? How many die a year?

My thoughts drift away to an old story. I've always loved Peter Pan, that young, brave boy that refused to grow up. Refusing to step into the adult world.

Strangely, I feel more and more afraid of that thought, "growing up". It's not that I am afraid to die.

I am afraid of the time passing by.
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