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Chapter 189:- December - 2
I wish I never had to leave Roserburg. I wish I could stay here forever. I don't miss Montreal almost at all.
I can't wait for Brian to be here, but it is giving me the chance to appreaciate everyone at their own personal
value. I am getting to know more about Sally and Pinky, Bill isn't here often, and well, when he is, I still
feel somewhat intimidated. Sally and I spent the entire afternoon together, it was great. She is so nice and kind,
I wish she had been feeling better, I wish she goes back to her normal state soon. The wedding is coming up soon.
Pinky and I are so similar. We talked a lot tonight, she is amazing. The need she feels to help people is simply
beautiful, it inspires me to better things and I love that. She told me so much and yet I don't feel overwhelmed
at all, not one bit. She said she wanted to know my story tomorrow, we will see how this goes.
I feel better than I did yesterday, Brian has been very patient and compationate with me. He never pushes me
around, he knows I have a hard time when it comes to dealing with myself and feeling frusterated. I can't wait to
have him as a husband, I know he will be more than great, he is my soulmate, I hope. I really do feel like this is
it, like this is God's plan for me, after all these years of loneliness, pain, anger, blood and regrets. And so
many tears shed for nothing. I pray this is it, for this is what I want. Where I want to be. And who I want to be.
Goodnight.
I wish I never had to leave Roserburg. I wish I could stay here forever. I don't miss Montreal almost at all.
I can't wait for Brian to be here, but it is giving me the chance to appreaciate everyone at their own personal
value. I am getting to know more about Sally and Pinky, Bill isn't here often, and well, when he is, I still
feel somewhat intimidated. Sally and I spent the entire afternoon together, it was great. She is so nice and kind,
I wish she had been feeling better, I wish she goes back to her normal state soon. The wedding is coming up soon.
Pinky and I are so similar. We talked a lot tonight, she is amazing. The need she feels to help people is simply
beautiful, it inspires me to better things and I love that. She told me so much and yet I don't feel overwhelmed
at all, not one bit. She said she wanted to know my story tomorrow, we will see how this goes.
I feel better than I did yesterday, Brian has been very patient and compationate with me. He never pushes me
around, he knows I have a hard time when it comes to dealing with myself and feeling frusterated. I can't wait to
have him as a husband, I know he will be more than great, he is my soulmate, I hope. I really do feel like this is
it, like this is God's plan for me, after all these years of loneliness, pain, anger, blood and regrets. And so
many tears shed for nothing. I pray this is it, for this is what I want. Where I want to be. And who I want to be.
Goodnight.
