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Chapter 209:- World On Fire
Many long gone, past chapters of my life opened up and ended for good these past few days.
My mind is finally at peace regarding many things, including my history with Vy and Brian. Two people that once were everything to me, and that now, in all the honesty of the world, don't mean that much at all anymore.
Brian has stopped trying to contact me, and I'm finally able to fully move on. Good.
Vy came back into my life full of apologies and claiming to be all about honesty now. And I have to admit that I'm glad, I'm glad he's finally changing, I'm glad he realized how much he hurt me in the past. He knows he broke my heart back then, and that I waited for him for 2 years after that, and he feels bad. I'm glad he's aware of that, but I wish he wouldn't feel bad. I don't. I've stopped waiting long ago. I've moved on long ago. He hasn't been a part of my life, or a constant thought in the back of my mind for so long, even his odd type of come back didn't changed that. All I could think of, while he was talking to me, talking about us, was Andrei, and how much I wished he was there with me instead of Vy.
What can I say, I'm addicted to this feeling of security and total comfort he gives me when he's around. I'm happy where I am. I don't want to go anywhere.
Chapters opened, and then closed. It was a one last glance to my past, and a quiet goodbye in my mind. One step forward, I continue to advance. Better days, come.
Many long gone, past chapters of my life opened up and ended for good these past few days.
My mind is finally at peace regarding many things, including my history with Vy and Brian. Two people that once were everything to me, and that now, in all the honesty of the world, don't mean that much at all anymore.
Brian has stopped trying to contact me, and I'm finally able to fully move on. Good.
Vy came back into my life full of apologies and claiming to be all about honesty now. And I have to admit that I'm glad, I'm glad he's finally changing, I'm glad he realized how much he hurt me in the past. He knows he broke my heart back then, and that I waited for him for 2 years after that, and he feels bad. I'm glad he's aware of that, but I wish he wouldn't feel bad. I don't. I've stopped waiting long ago. I've moved on long ago. He hasn't been a part of my life, or a constant thought in the back of my mind for so long, even his odd type of come back didn't changed that. All I could think of, while he was talking to me, talking about us, was Andrei, and how much I wished he was there with me instead of Vy.
What can I say, I'm addicted to this feeling of security and total comfort he gives me when he's around. I'm happy where I am. I don't want to go anywhere.
Chapters opened, and then closed. It was a one last glance to my past, and a quiet goodbye in my mind. One step forward, I continue to advance. Better days, come.
