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Chapter 219:- Time
I almost drowned once. One of the first time that I saw and went into the ocean, I guess I did something wrong, because I was hit by a tall wave in the face and almost died there.
It's a very strange feeling, to be twisted around, breathless, under the water. Because, as terrible as it is, to watch the light and the other side stand right there as you're falling deep down, somehow, I was able to feel the tiniest but purest peace.
I sure don't feel that way at this point in my life. Although it does feel like I'm drowning, and the surface is right there but I can't reach it, I don't feel the peace that I oddly was able to feel back then. No. I feel terrified and exhausted in a way that I don't think I could ever truly explain rightfully.
I just want to pause everything, make time wait for me just a little while. But then I feel stupid in the worst way, for someone who has a tattoo, big on her back, saying; Time waits for no one. To wish for such a thing, I must be so low.
I almost drowned once. One of the first time that I saw and went into the ocean, I guess I did something wrong, because I was hit by a tall wave in the face and almost died there.
It's a very strange feeling, to be twisted around, breathless, under the water. Because, as terrible as it is, to watch the light and the other side stand right there as you're falling deep down, somehow, I was able to feel the tiniest but purest peace.
I sure don't feel that way at this point in my life. Although it does feel like I'm drowning, and the surface is right there but I can't reach it, I don't feel the peace that I oddly was able to feel back then. No. I feel terrified and exhausted in a way that I don't think I could ever truly explain rightfully.
I just want to pause everything, make time wait for me just a little while. But then I feel stupid in the worst way, for someone who has a tattoo, big on her back, saying; Time waits for no one. To wish for such a thing, I must be so low.
