Chapter 39:- To You--them.
The following words are for three persons that used to be a part of my life, a long time ago or not that long ago, still, I horribly miss you.
To you.
-- You, which I adored all and all, and loved for an instant, you were here and now you are not, like a preview of a future that I will never have, that comes, appears, burns and leaves, disappear.
-- You, you and only you really seemed to want me. You kissed my lips when they felt naked, touched my body when it called for yours, harder, better. For the first time, and the only, I completely awoke. Firered blood, all in heat and passion, which I love. To be honest, you scared me with your strengh and your lust for me, but now that I pushed you away, I want you back. I want to be alive again.
-- And then, there is you...
You were a star in my sky. Pitch-black, it is, yet you shined as bright as fire and stronger than all. To me, you appeared like the Sun, large and there, the center and the reason, the beginning and the end, I swore forever love and right here, I do, all over again. I miss, I wish, I want and I crave. I dream of something else, that is not and never will but that my soul asks for. ''Bing me back to life...''