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Chapter 49:- Storytellers
I feel so hurt. I feel unloved, hated. I am clueless to this, you and all your thoughts. I thought I knew you but my thoughts were wrong from the beginning, or so, it seems.
It this how you want things to be? Is that what you were planning all along? Then why, why did you let me in, if only for a night, why did let me in to throw me out?
But, you don't care, it doesn't matter, does it? I am hurting and crying all alone, wondering what happened and wishing for it to be something else. I wanted you, I wanted to be next to you. But, you pushed me away. And I am at the bottom of it all, the top and the end of me, and in the corner you stand, your back facing me.
Don't you realize that your face is turned and that your eyes are looking in my direction? There is no smile on your face no more, you seem so sad and I wish to take away whatever's hurting you. But I can't move and I wont dare to speak, every step I take, you push me away some more and I can't stop crying in silent.
I just want to hold you in my arms and make it all go away, please, no more lies. You tell me things that are false and wrong, and you know that I know, I can see right through.
Is that why your eyes are hiding?
I turn around and look down to this hole, it is darker than before, can't you hear me cry?!
You want me to jump, you want me to leave, but I know that is it a lie and that you are hiding what I saw before. But you got it all wrong, ''take all what you see.'', take all of me and me all.
Your eyes tell stories...you know...
I feel so hurt. I feel unloved, hated. I am clueless to this, you and all your thoughts. I thought I knew you but my thoughts were wrong from the beginning, or so, it seems.
It this how you want things to be? Is that what you were planning all along? Then why, why did you let me in, if only for a night, why did let me in to throw me out?
But, you don't care, it doesn't matter, does it? I am hurting and crying all alone, wondering what happened and wishing for it to be something else. I wanted you, I wanted to be next to you. But, you pushed me away. And I am at the bottom of it all, the top and the end of me, and in the corner you stand, your back facing me.
Don't you realize that your face is turned and that your eyes are looking in my direction? There is no smile on your face no more, you seem so sad and I wish to take away whatever's hurting you. But I can't move and I wont dare to speak, every step I take, you push me away some more and I can't stop crying in silent.
I just want to hold you in my arms and make it all go away, please, no more lies. You tell me things that are false and wrong, and you know that I know, I can see right through.
Is that why your eyes are hiding?
I turn around and look down to this hole, it is darker than before, can't you hear me cry?!
You want me to jump, you want me to leave, but I know that is it a lie and that you are hiding what I saw before. But you got it all wrong, ''take all what you see.'', take all of me and me all.
Your eyes tell stories...you know...
