Feeling a little Frustrated

I can’t believe how stupid I was, telling him I still loved him. After all the problems we had, it feels like I didn’t learn my lesson. He’s my best friend and it’s still not enough for me.

It never is.

On top of that, trying to deal with my newly found singularity, popularity has gone up as well. After reviewing how many people had been bugging me to go out with them, I have concluded I have a fanclub. Fun. It’s like they can smell that I’m single!

I didn’t ask for any of this! Seven, count them! Seven men after me! Of course that’s the way it works.

All the men after me and not one is the one I want. I feel selfish for wanting to keep him all to myself, but it’s justified in my mind.

The complications of life is what makes life worth living…

I pray for my sanity. Thinking like the above is the only thing that has kept me going.

Later then, I have a headache.