Letters to jason
by:
131
Views
Views
4 Votes
Chapter 1:- letters to jason
Saturday was the day. Saturday was just going to be another someday. Pushing pulling until the knot came undone. The glass and blood stain on the floor tells more that the stories told. I've been scared and lonely. I'm sitting and trying to call your name but my voice doesn't carry until the next room. Every letter you found after I felt was meant for you. I still wounder what's happening to you. I still sit and smile every time I think about memories of you.
Saturday was just another day to make me smile and laugh. Camera in hand. Stupid smile on are face. Another sleepless night laughing about who in the hell knows what.
Saturday is just another someday with more tears and more self hate. Today was going to be the day I was going to tell you I love you and wanted to be with you. But i feel like my soul is gone to a lonely place and I still sit and cry, broken inside. I'm hiding everything. I'm falling face down. I need your hand to help me understand everything about you. I'm not doing okay. I'm trying to be strong but I sit and shake. I need a place in you arms to feel safe and to dry the tears of all my insecurity.
Saturday was the day. Saturday was just going to be another someday. Pushing pulling until the knot came undone. The glass and blood stain on the floor tells more that the stories told. I've been scared and lonely. I'm sitting and trying to call your name but my voice doesn't carry until the next room. Every letter you found after I felt was meant for you. I still wounder what's happening to you. I still sit and smile every time I think about memories of you.
Saturday was just another day to make me smile and laugh. Camera in hand. Stupid smile on are face. Another sleepless night laughing about who in the hell knows what.
Saturday is just another someday with more tears and more self hate. Today was going to be the day I was going to tell you I love you and wanted to be with you. But i feel like my soul is gone to a lonely place and I still sit and cry, broken inside. I'm hiding everything. I'm falling face down. I need your hand to help me understand everything about you. I'm not doing okay. I'm trying to be strong but I sit and shake. I need a place in you arms to feel safe and to dry the tears of all my insecurity.
