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I would be far better off to break up and know that was the end of it.
Instead I get to dance awkwardly in this lover’s limbo, waiting for the end I’m not sure will come.
I hate the dread creeping up my spine, thinking and fearing; if I do get though it all, will our relationship survive this brutal beating?
I want to reach out and grab him, to know he will be there for me for the rest of my life, stupid thoughts for an immature girl.
What would it matter anyway?
He turned away, obeying God like he should while I flail around in the dark in pain, to afraid to ask for help I been begging for.
My heart is splitting in all directions, moving farther away from me yet still hurting.
I know God’s there, why hasn’t he come?
Have I not asked with all my heart?
Grabbing with everything I can?
Please help, the pain is tearing and burning and chilling all at the same time.
I don’t know what to do anymore and I have no answers.
I’m losing hope but I’m still too stubborn to give in.
